史蒂文斯小姐

冲甜茶看的，甜茶果然每次都不让我失望，每个角色都恰到好处，打动人心。可是这部影片让我失望，为什么甜茶总是接有烂片嫌疑的片啊！除了甜茶的颜和演技能吸引我，爱上老师的设定也不错，但到底为什么爱上也很体现。。。因为这个老师也没有显得特别关心别人，以至于为什么要磕药也没交代。 整部片子剧情很平庸平常没啥亮点，结局也是不知所云. 扯完后难道就是为了告诉老师要找回自我，多花心思在自己身上?那学生爱上老师的设定也显得太过无用牵强了吧。。。

关于伪装

1）开头的课堂讨论：那些让我们必须戴上面具伪装自己的“真实”。规矩例如：不能爆粗口（Miss S在爆胎的时候爆了好多粗口，然后拼命道歉，太好笑了2333）、不能抽烟、

”the thing that really spoke to me was the idea of emotional freedom, like leaving yourself being free. Cause, most people aren't in institutions, obviously, but we are all locked up in some way. “

“We are, aren't we? So when school is an institution, it is not an 'institution', but it is still a place that we have to go everyday, and it can feel like, you are stuck, like you are not allowed to be yourself all of the time, right? What are some other places that can feel like that?"

（不过这里我有点费解，怎么突然讨论到这个问题？又为什么突然转回课文？）

（学生的争论也没有懂，所以说他们基本上都是用看电影取代读课文？真的读了书的人反而会被嘲笑？）

2）去比赛的路上Margot说：我们几乎每天都在一起，并且说很多话，但是我们却对彼此不甚了解。你不觉得这很有趣吗？

“Don't you think it is interesting, Miss Stevens, that we spend almost every day together and we talk about so many different things, but we don't really know each other? I mean not really."

3）爆胎的时候：Miss S爆了很多粗口——现在是”在学校“还是”不在学校“？老师可以爆粗口吗？

”You curse a lot." "I know."

"When we are at school..." "It's just a switch,"

"Why isn't the switch on now?" "Because we are not at school?"

"but like, we are."

4）修轮胎的路上，Billy想和Miss S聊天，但是Miss S躲得远远的；直到在路上，Miss S发觉Billy对她的“拉拉”事件是理解的，他们才开始“真正交流”，甚至Billy以为他可以叫Miss S “Rachel”

5）第一轮比赛后餐桌上。“男朋友”“Rachel”之下Miss S恢复到“老师”的角色，开始管教

6）……

关于可以信任的倾诉对象

“Just cause people are the people you are supposed to talk to it doesn't mean you can talk to them"有些人似乎是你应该信任并且倾诉的，但是这并不意味着实际上真的是这样

选择悲伤还是麻木？

Billy被认为“行为失常”并且一直服药。比赛结束后他告诉Miss S 他停止吃药了，并且感觉非常棒；但是Miss S却问他：我需要找别人来帮忙吗？

Billy认为Miss S和他一样悲伤，但是她选择用一般意义上的”稳定“（工作车和房子）来麻木自己，告诉自己一切都很好。

“Up until a week ago, I was pretty straight, the medication, right? I am saying I am sad, too, Rachel, but the pill I take to make me not sad and they made me feel nothing. Those are my options: sad, or numb. So I stopped taking them, and I didn't tell anyone, and I was scared, I thought I was gonna go crazy or something. But I don't! I feel great! I feel like, alive, like I could just..."

inside or outside？

Miss S和她的一夜情对象的对话：当老师面对学生，inside or outside？

”It just, take over, you know." "Yeah, I have been trying to quit my whole life."

"Kid." "I actually find, cigarettes to be more difficult."

"Being a teacher is difficult."

"Everybody said that. But really it is not. I care about my job, and I'm pretty good at it. I care that my students succeed, they graduate, the outside. Tell you what I don't care about, is the inside, their silly little lies. That's the stuff that makes people think that it is hard, cause the stuff is hard. You gotta stay outside."

Miss S其实也没有做到“inside”，但她……仿佛在努力

神奇的、让我越来越喜欢的Margot

她仿佛很有自己的一套做事原则和评价标准：例如认为没有出卖女友的Miss S是拉拉，挑毛病Miss S的车、行为，评价Miss S的歌品，八卦Miss S的年龄、男朋友、性取向，一直很关心要Billy补考；

她同时很敏感，发觉侍者在和Miss S调情；

她很爱管闲事，例如在Miss S讲话的时候她补充背景，她关心学校的艺术社团投资甚至暗中资助旅途，安顿这趟旅程的一切

她的“原则”并不是不近人情，在一些时候她认为可以撒谎，比如帮Billy考试；同时，在考试中，她又非常有原则地检查会不会让Billy偷看到答案

师生恋、同性恋

At the end of the day, teacher is teacher and students are students. But something has changed. It will be fine. Not today or maybe not even tomorrow. But it will be OK. Still think Billy’s monologue should be a full-length shot. Didn’t expect too much and end up getting lots of surprises. The story is surprisingly good and also funny sometimes. There are a lot of things you can discover and think about. Seeing yourself having a crash on your teacher when you were at school? Small independent movies make big differences.

唯美的画风，以及Lily和Timothée的精湛演出，那些细碎的角落，那些轻描淡写却又无比沉重的细节，真的触动人心。

就像豆瓣简介里所说的那样:“那些考题不仅仅在考验着少年，也同时鞭策着成年人的内心。”Billy有着自己的烦恼，青春的躁动与不安，别人眼中的“问题少年”，以及那莫名的，不知道该如何处理的“心动”(在这里，我想声明:所谓心动，不光是指爱恋的萌芽，它同时也指心底的悸动——那些同病相怜，那些触动人心的经历，以及那些突如其来的关心，它门触动了我们，让我们对他人萌生“心动”。"Someone should take care of you too"这是比利最后告诉瑞秋的。)关于史蒂文斯小姐，影片一点一点的为我们铺展开来，我承认自己一开始看到她坐在一个我也不知道是什么的地方沉思，眼泪在眼眶打转，一开始我以为是一场Lecture，后来才知道是一场Play。她的孤独，她的不知所措，她的细心，她的爱，都在影片唯美细碎的镜头下像流水一样，缓缓从我心上流过。

想要在下周看Call Me By Your Name前看这部，所以在凌晨时决定睡前把这部看了。看了不少Timothée Chalamet的interviews, 他是一贯的灵慧聪敏，质地独特，与众不同；所以看到这部电影里他出现的第一帧时，便有种恍然的熟悉感。 就这部作品而言，是wonderfully crafted script, performance, cinematography, lighting, color, production design, editing, and music. Full of tender and bittersweet warmth. 影片有着crisp sweetness. Lily Rabe和Timothée Chalamet灵气俱现。他们之间的connection自然、真实、克制、可爱，有着优美的微妙。 Lily Rabe天然清透；没能常看她的作品，但每次看到她，都清晰地感觉到她的uniqueness, 也觉得她perceptively talented. And Mr. Chalamet is like no one and nothing else in the world. He is just simply and impeccably pinpoint, brilliant, talented, ASTONISHING, and TRIUMPHANT. 看到他在这部电影里的很多moment-to-moments都让人会心一笑，因为都有细微动人的美。他的craft精练纯熟又自然天成，与生俱来。而且他也的确是闪耀到爆炸。我对他的前路抱着最纯朴最美好的愿望。 因为短评字数不够，所以才发一篇长一点的。

这么说吧，豆瓣7.3评分7分要算在甜茶头上，《史蒂文斯小姐》不出意外将是我今年看过最无意义的影片，干瘪无味寡淡如水…叙事，人物，配乐，节奏，全部一盘散沙，仅有的几个不错的镜头也被剪的云里雾里，主题表达不清，主演演技更是一个比一个迷惑，女主机械化的神态加上全程宛若宿醉第二天酒还没醒的演技堪称绝无仅有，能醒着看完全片就是个奇迹。知道知道绝大多数看着片的人都是冲着Timothée去的，他结尾处的三分钟独白也成功涵盖了全片所有亮点，打一星给甜茶，冲他去的搜剪辑片段看就行了，省下一个半小时干点什么都好🚬